MUHAHAHA I LOVE INTENZIFY!
MAYBE I shld just set up a Facebook Page for them LOL.
Anw...
YTD was show time talent time Finals organise by Pasir Ris East.
Alphoneso and me joined it together with Intenzify~!
and Good results!!
Intenzify got 3rd! hooray~!! they are really entertaining!
MUHAHAHA super funny. esp the Ris low part... Boomz Boomz~!!
While
Al and I got 2nd.
really shocked in a way... sharing the joy with my soulmate. HAHA
Using the vounchers to finally get myself a pair of sneakers.

Cuz mine was utterly spoiled already. Thanks soulmate for helping out in choosing this pair... Her eyes was like wide open for Green Shoes cause she knoes i like green lots!!
I only have like 4 pairs of sneakers.
A basketball shoes that de sole got ripped off...
A Purple Nike dunks that looks like it just came out from a warm mud bath...
A worn out suppose to be white northstar sneakers...
And A gold star nike shoe with a hole at the side...

Super cui la rite...
so which explains why i need a new pair now...
super heartache la to spend... But its really a sign Cuz ytd while i was wearing the purple nike dunks which has no friction below alread...
i fell off de stairs when i was gng down de double decker bus...
while performing i also slipped on stage. LOL
suayness...
OH
tokin abt suayness...
I LOST MY HP~!
its 5 to 6months old only... and i CLUELESSLY lost it!
WHY CLUELESS? cuz i back track everywhere i went... but it still cant be found.

ITS been so long since i really blog...
cuz previously are all comments and thoughts on certain issues that i find it amusing...
untill now i still find it amusing...
evil as it seems... i guess i am insecure in a way... that is why i use my evil comments and views to boost myself to make it that i dun mind.
which infact i do mind. But i guess this kind of matter pyshoing myself help somehow to really believe that it doesnt matter anymore. So i shall continue but of cuz i wont be over de top...
Have been playing with fire the other nite...
its really stuff i shouldnt do... if not i will really regret on wadever actions i did...
i am having a certain guilt... of not explaining enuff on an misunderstanding...
Which i feel its my responsiblity cuz i dun wanna lose such a awesome fren.
HEY... u have no idea how much i treasure my frens now...
For now.. i can really see who is my real true frens... (:

Sigh feel so detached from de world... w.o my HANDPHONE.

Funny... tickle me ELMO~! HAHAHHA...
Funny that as if there is a big chance ahead of you.
Funny that sometimes humans cant handle losing well.
ROMEO... ROMEO... u are so romantic ROMEO...
oh ya... to end it off... lets all laught at you.


wheee... I had lotsa fun today! I like singing out loud behind lorry rides...
crapping away non stop laughing till ur jaws drop.
MUHAHAHA...
been so long since I felt so carefree...
You yes you... stop gettin on my back... argh...
pissing u knoe... get over it... move on... no more waiting outside the door whining...
BLEAH

jus a small pissing entry... LOL

*eh eh jus got somemore stuff to blog more abt...
here it goes..

Come to tink of it... its even more undeserving to even wait. Wake up your idea that u really treat her like a pile of shit. Full of disrespect and full of selfishness. So now u can regret and say that u wanna change for the better and treat her better when she is back with u...
Why not do her a last favor and admit, come to ur senses that u are not even worthy of waiting...
why guys jus dunno when to stop... its jus 不必要 de effort. an effort that is so low... please 直至之名~！
A He and She...
Its been long infact too long that I have keeping it inside that I decided to blog it out.

The He...
I miss the times we crap and just make weird noises thruout the whole conversations...
The usual Coke treatings, the weird sudden meet ups, the spamming of sms and calls whenever I am on the way for the meet ups. The irritating expression on ur face... The late night mass phone conversations the guitar teachings the rock band-ing... The very ON supporting screamings...
I have no idea and I see no wrong for this issue... no matter how much I didnt say it out...
yey its been botherin me deep down... but I guess its the path that we have to choose to led us even further... so as long we are happy i guess i will be fine.
but i do thank you that there was the happy times and memories...

The She...
Im sorry I least appreciated you when we were closer... Im sorry that I wasn't as honest to u as I could be with my other friends... Im sorry for even saying sorry now cause its too late...
Its just not the same anymore... we all moved on...
Its weird that I can't explain and wasn't given a chance to clarify... I do love u alot as a friend... The times when its too whiney and when alot of attention is needed to be given to u...
I know its unbearable to the brim at times for me... but its weird that me and c feel that ultimately we still miss u right after we put down the phone after a mass convo...
yey i really love u as a friend... and i didnt show it when i had the chance to.

I lost 2 persons that kinna made an impact to my life...
And its the kind that i cant do anything about it... they moved on... and i guess i shld too...
if not im a fool waiting there...
sigh...
haiz...
i guess deep down it will still be a bother.
I am optimistic... cuz at every thought that i am gng thru i make sure...
i see it brightly...
feeling really sucky now...
cuz right here right now i am gng to admit that i regret on certain issues...

Re·gret (rĭ-grět')
1. To feel sorry, disappointed, or distressed about.
2. To remember with a feeling of loss or sorrow; mourn.

i rmbed when i was in pri sch and i was asked wads my quote in life...
i said... 'i wanna live life w.o regrets' very proudly.
i brought that quote with me through sec sch and only start to realize the real meaning of that quote.. i start to realize in order for that quote to happen i have to make right decisions... which i often fail to make...
which prolly why I repeat my O's
got back on my feet repeat O's... told myself not to regret again
and now in Poly... I am out of school.
doing the same mistake i made... but somehow i guess i am glad it happen cuz for sure i hated doing that course... anw...
i allow myself to regret still...
sometime someone said that the reason why people do things w.o thinking cuz they do not know de consequences... they do not know how painful it is to fall...
they haven feel that pain...
But now i felt it...

i am sorry that my life is better off compared then others...
but its time i needed somewhere to put my feelings in on how i truly feel
i am not gng to say here tat i am ok about it and is ready to move on to fight on.
cuz NO... this time i really truly felt the pain...
and its a hard pill to swallow.
though there are many qsns like Why this and that...
but its of no use cuz in de end... i have to move on after whining.


I totally slept from 10 plus to now.. 4plus..
and decided to come to this place to further lay down my tots...
i got a job at east coast park. far yey i know but i really like de environment there.
lets jus see how it goes alrite... doing full shift on my first day of work.
OMG. 10am to 10pm... jus hope i wont screw up teehee.

on a certain issue...
wad izzit that i am not happy with... or am i jus simply irritated by wadever thing u do... why am i making sure that i must have de final laugh. can i jus forget it and move on.. wad is this green fellow doing ard messing up with my tots...

on another issue...
its so funny that there is a hidden agenda is among those sentences and u expect all of us to like be stupid. HAHA

on another another issue...
i wanna eat something... and i miss my soulmate...
its gng to be another day not seeing her.
oh gramps... how to get rid of such habit of seeing her almost everyday...
WOOT...
very sian lo to blog u knoe... lazy to update though i am like usually at home slacking...
oOOooo but miss judy said: hey there are readers out there... blog la.
WAWA i motivated liao HAHAAHA

Photos from Fangy's birthday bash...






this year birthday is kinna sucky...
sigh wad to do...
dun care bah
but wanna thank SOULMATE!
met her up on 21oct! wed!
went vivo... and she surprise me with sharlene, sasa, er, siew yin and terence!
HAHA and a mega big STITCH!
so happy (:
to have frens like tat...
we ate great food! over at Jpot! and HO HOO i was happily served by soulmate!
feel so pampered!
I LOVE U GUYS
and those who drop me wishes over at facebook!
it really made my day... BOOMZ it man!
woot! really cheered me up...
thanks alot!